Were we still kissing when you knew that we were through? Were we still holding hands when you began to see us from another point of view? Tell me, was I slipping before I even knew? Did I fall down and make my mind go black and blue? Did I hit the wall before I knew which way to go? Couldn't I just understand when you said no. Were you deceiving me with conscience white as snow? You should win an Oscar for how aptly you performed the show. I've got so many worries I'm afraid my head will explode. I'm doing everything to help you get away from this load. It's hard and complicated but I never learned your code. Your fucking code. Did I make it impossible for one plus one to equals are two? Didn't I know, and couldn't I see. And why did I have to make those same mistakes, my sweet Marie.