Last summer was mad. Remember the rain? I know people complained. I had something else in mind. Not the sound of rain against my window pane. All I could hear was you, hammering in my head. Fall like a wave against a rock. Leave with a rush or get crushed. You never know until after the shock. When you wake up, what's broken and what’s not. One day, I don't know how, my whole life evolved around you my Lord. Believing was not enough. You said I was a hole of desperate need, and no love in the world, not even yours could satisfy me. That's when the troubles began, disasters came. One by one I nearly drowned in that summer rain.